Ambien

Coming to you from: Celestive Eve Vivian Fayth Shen

God I miss Ambien. I miss taking too many, and how I could cut, and cut, and cut, and it didn't even hurt. I miss all the light giddy feelings. I don't miss the stupid other things I did while taking it, but I definitely miss the blood. I have two left, two my mom doesn't know about. Saving them for a 'rainy day' I guess. If there's a day where nothing will help but seeing my blood, I'll use them then. I've come close a lot of times, especially this month, but not yet. Not for now.