Crap from the past
I found some stuff I wrote like 7+ years ago and thought it was cute... I can't remember my inspiration for any of this stuff @_o; its just so cheesy and lovey dovey and I wasnt in love with anyone...so must have been media poisoning...
*1*
Is it December, or September?
I never can remember.
Ever since my own life let me down.
Am I awake, or am I sleeping?
Am I smiling or weeping?
Wishing that my next drink will let me drown?
Am I cold, am I burning?
Am I forever yearning?
Has it been too long since I've been whole?
What it me, or was it him?
Will I ever care again?
Why do i insist it was my happiness they stole?
Am I floating, am I falling?
Am I hurrying, or stalling?
Confused by life, I don't know what goes on.
Am I living, am I dying?
If I'm living, am I trying?
Or have I stopped trying for far too long?
Are my eyes opened, are they closed?
Will I ever know?
Or will I only ever see darkness all around?
Am I waking, am I dreaming?
Am I hoping for something redeeming?
Or am I terrified that I will be let down?
*2* --I thought this one was funny because I think this was a revenge poem for a nonexistent man...seeing as it says Anonymous... and oO;... I like it though...well some of it...
Dear Anonymous,
I loved you and I cried for you
I gladly would have died for you
I wept for you
I slept with you
Yet here I am today
I'm shattered
I am broken
My feelings
So unspoken
There is no hope for this little lonely girl
I dreamed of you in secret
I thought of you to your face
I longed for you to swoop down
To take me from this place
I'm shattered
I am broken
My feelings
So unspoken
So out of hope this lonely little girl
Now I'm older
I am wiser
No longer
Are my cries heard
So reluctant
To show my feelings
When they come to me
Kneeling
I look at them with cold eyes
And a face of stone
I'm shattered
I am broken
My feelings
So unspoken
Deprived of hope this lonely girl
Now I'm waking from a nightmare
And slipping into the dream
I've regained my hope
That's what it seems
I'm not shattered
I'm not broken
But my feelings
So unspoken
Tell of what I lost
When I lost my trust in this world
Now don't you cross
This older wiser girl
*3*
Today is a very important day in someone's life. Maybe someone you know.
Today someone will be born, someone will pass away, someone will be murdered, and someone will accidentally be killed.
Today a woman or girl will find out she's pregnant and feel that her life has been destroyed, while another woman or girl will find out she's pregnant and feel that she's never been happier.
Today someone's baby will die at birth, today someone will have a miscarriage, and today a baby will be born without a mother.
Today someone will die of hunger, of cancer, of aids related causes, of an allergic reaction.
Today someone will die in a car accident, and in a gun accident.
Today someone will be shot by a gun, not by accident, and someone will be stabbed, not by accident.
Today someone will commit suicide.
Today someone will commit a crime and get away with it.
Today someone will be charged with a crime they DIDN'T commit.
Today someone will be raped and not be able to life a normal life ever again.
Today someone will be raped and somehow find a way to move on and live life to the fullest.
Today someone will steal from someone in need.
Today someone else will give to someone in need.
Today someone will find money on the street when they really need it.
Today someone will find money on the street and spend it on something unhealthy.
Today a baby will say its first words.
Today a baby will learn to stand.
Today a baby will take its first steps.
Today a baby will gain teeth.
Today a child will lose its first tooth.
Today a child will be moved from a crib to a bed.
Today a child will have to start a new school for whatever reason(well probably not in america..cause well school's just about over).
Today someone will get their first kiss.
Today someone will get their last kiss.
Today someone will have sex for the first time.
Today someone will have sex for the last time.
Today someone will go see what will become their favorite movie.
Today someone is going to make the worst mistake of their life.
Today someone is going to make the best choice they've ever made.
Today someone will learn to drive.
Today someone will graduate.
Today someone will be dumped, and crushed over it.
Today someone will be dumped, and not care.
Today someone will meet the love of their life.
Today someone will marry the love of their life.
Today someone will marry the wrong person.
Today someone will divorce the wrong person.
Today someone will divorce the right person.
Today a spouse will be abused for what will be the first time of many.
Today a spouse will be abused for the last time.
Today someone will clean their room and uncover old painful memories.
Today someone will clean their room and uncover old cherished memories.
Today someone will rebel against their parents.
Today someone will get their first job.
Today someone will finally move out on their own.
Today someone will play their first video game.
Today is someone's 1st wedding anniversary.
Today is someone's 50th wedding anniversary.
Today someone will start showing signs of an eating disorder.
Today someone will shake an eating disorder.
Today someone will realize they're fine just the way they are.
Today someone discover they have amazing talent.
Today is someone's last birthday.
Today is someone's first birthday.
Today is someone's best birthday.
Today is someone's worst birthday.
Today someone will make a best friend.
Today someone will make a mortal enemy.
and for everyone today is the first day of the rest of your life. :)
Have a nice day.
-Celesie
*1*
Is it December, or September?
I never can remember.
Ever since my own life let me down.
Am I awake, or am I sleeping?
Am I smiling or weeping?
Wishing that my next drink will let me drown?
Am I cold, am I burning?
Am I forever yearning?
Has it been too long since I've been whole?
What it me, or was it him?
Will I ever care again?
Why do i insist it was my happiness they stole?
Am I floating, am I falling?
Am I hurrying, or stalling?
Confused by life, I don't know what goes on.
Am I living, am I dying?
If I'm living, am I trying?
Or have I stopped trying for far too long?
Are my eyes opened, are they closed?
Will I ever know?
Or will I only ever see darkness all around?
Am I waking, am I dreaming?
Am I hoping for something redeeming?
Or am I terrified that I will be let down?
*2* --I thought this one was funny because I think this was a revenge poem for a nonexistent man...seeing as it says Anonymous... and oO;... I like it though...well some of it...
Dear Anonymous,
I loved you and I cried for you
I gladly would have died for you
I wept for you
I slept with you
Yet here I am today
I'm shattered
I am broken
My feelings
So unspoken
There is no hope for this little lonely girl
I dreamed of you in secret
I thought of you to your face
I longed for you to swoop down
To take me from this place
I'm shattered
I am broken
My feelings
So unspoken
So out of hope this lonely little girl
Now I'm older
I am wiser
No longer
Are my cries heard
So reluctant
To show my feelings
When they come to me
Kneeling
I look at them with cold eyes
And a face of stone
I'm shattered
I am broken
My feelings
So unspoken
Deprived of hope this lonely girl
Now I'm waking from a nightmare
And slipping into the dream
I've regained my hope
That's what it seems
I'm not shattered
I'm not broken
But my feelings
So unspoken
Tell of what I lost
When I lost my trust in this world
Now don't you cross
This older wiser girl
*3*
Today is a very important day in someone's life. Maybe someone you know.
Today someone will be born, someone will pass away, someone will be murdered, and someone will accidentally be killed.
Today a woman or girl will find out she's pregnant and feel that her life has been destroyed, while another woman or girl will find out she's pregnant and feel that she's never been happier.
Today someone's baby will die at birth, today someone will have a miscarriage, and today a baby will be born without a mother.
Today someone will die of hunger, of cancer, of aids related causes, of an allergic reaction.
Today someone will die in a car accident, and in a gun accident.
Today someone will be shot by a gun, not by accident, and someone will be stabbed, not by accident.
Today someone will commit suicide.
Today someone will commit a crime and get away with it.
Today someone will be charged with a crime they DIDN'T commit.
Today someone will be raped and not be able to life a normal life ever again.
Today someone will be raped and somehow find a way to move on and live life to the fullest.
Today someone will steal from someone in need.
Today someone else will give to someone in need.
Today someone will find money on the street when they really need it.
Today someone will find money on the street and spend it on something unhealthy.
Today a baby will say its first words.
Today a baby will learn to stand.
Today a baby will take its first steps.
Today a baby will gain teeth.
Today a child will lose its first tooth.
Today a child will be moved from a crib to a bed.
Today a child will have to start a new school for whatever reason(well probably not in america..cause well school's just about over).
Today someone will get their first kiss.
Today someone will get their last kiss.
Today someone will have sex for the first time.
Today someone will have sex for the last time.
Today someone will go see what will become their favorite movie.
Today someone is going to make the worst mistake of their life.
Today someone is going to make the best choice they've ever made.
Today someone will learn to drive.
Today someone will graduate.
Today someone will be dumped, and crushed over it.
Today someone will be dumped, and not care.
Today someone will meet the love of their life.
Today someone will marry the love of their life.
Today someone will marry the wrong person.
Today someone will divorce the wrong person.
Today someone will divorce the right person.
Today a spouse will be abused for what will be the first time of many.
Today a spouse will be abused for the last time.
Today someone will clean their room and uncover old painful memories.
Today someone will clean their room and uncover old cherished memories.
Today someone will rebel against their parents.
Today someone will get their first job.
Today someone will finally move out on their own.
Today someone will play their first video game.
Today is someone's 1st wedding anniversary.
Today is someone's 50th wedding anniversary.
Today someone will start showing signs of an eating disorder.
Today someone will shake an eating disorder.
Today someone will realize they're fine just the way they are.
Today someone discover they have amazing talent.
Today is someone's last birthday.
Today is someone's first birthday.
Today is someone's best birthday.
Today is someone's worst birthday.
Today someone will make a best friend.
Today someone will make a mortal enemy.
and for everyone today is the first day of the rest of your life. :)
Have a nice day.
-Celesie
posted by the prismatic puddle at 2:54 AM
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